I thought I will never see her again. Good thing she returned somehow, and accepted me as a long lost friend. Thanks!
It’s really nice to be with her again though it’s just for a couple of hours. I haven’t seen her for more than a year, and thought I never will. She’s almost the same as before, but I know a lot had been changed with her. She’s much better now, much stronger. I guess that’s what happens when you’re with the ones whom you’re the happiest with. And I guess, she doesn’t need much “guidance” from someone who used to assume such role, coz’ she’s perfectly fine with the love she have now. I should be happy for her. Well, I do. (and now, at least, I’m somehow freed from the bond (i dont like it either, anyways, she’ll always have that special place in my heart) I made with myself to guide this person along the way since the one who should do it is taking over the job right now, well, just make sure that the job is done or else, see the best and the worst of me.)
She used to be the one whom I’m always thinking of – thinking of how to care, to make her happy, to free from all her pain. She used to be the girl in my dream, a dream that would never come true. Now, she still has a part in that dream, coz she’s one of the few people who have changed me into who I am right now. I owe her half of the courage in my heart.
It’s good to be back in that special place. The last time I was there (before this year) was on my birthday a year ago. I really missed that place. I missed everyone there, her family, their pets (hmmm… not the other one, i’m quite afraid of big dogs) and of course, her. It feels like home there, it’s just like I’m a family friend. I’m really grateful that I’ve been there. I’m thankful I’ve seen her again. It somehow lessened the suffering I have. Suffering, in the sense that I don’t want to be in the situation (specifically, the job) I have right now, and also, in longing for a friend who has the greatest influence over me. At least, I had a few hours of revived inspiration to survive this test.
A rainbow after the rain.
After a great day comes the darkest of the nights.
At the end of the day, I’m alone once more.
And again, I’m feeling the pain for missing someone so badly.
Are all the good things meant to last for just a few moments?
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Hmmmm....
Tungkol naman 'to sa isa pang babae (oy di ako babaero ha. hehe. ) na naging close saken (close pa rin ba tayo?)
hmmmm....
sya na minsan eh naging bahagi ng aking panaginip...
Panaginip.
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